My life is fucking over and I want to die
I want to feel worse pain so this doesn’t seem bad
I’ll rot in the ground, no more tears to cry
And all this time you thought I was mad
No I was depressed and sad and hurting
But you didn’t care how I felt at all
All this time for death I was just waiting
And I wish you knew what it felt like to fall
In love with you when you were just lying
Saying you loved me
But i was the only one trying
I threw away the key
To my mind where the shadows lurked and hid
So you wouldn’t know the destruction you caused
I wish my pain was a box and there was a lid
I just want to die